Monday, June 24, 2013

Into the Wild

Have you ever wanted to leave all the obligations of life behind and just dash off Into the Wild? This movie certainly made me want to do so!

I have to admit, this movie was very appealing to me. After a semester filled with obligations to my school work, responsibilities and countless last minute requests for my time... this idea was intriguing. I wanted nothing more than to leave everything behind and get back to something that made me feel more alive and less run-down.



Although Chris McCandless has all the material possessions he could desire and a future at Harvard waiting for him... he leaves it all behind in pursuit of something greater. He meets and inspires many people along the way, however, they all seem concerned about one thing: his determination for a solitary existence.

During one of my favorite conversations in the movie, Chris rails about our, "sick society, man!" I know how you feel, brother...


People can be very disheartening sometimes... "Judgment, control, the whole spectrum..."

I'm often discouraged by the effects people have on me - anything from misplaced obligations, negativity, and criticism to the sticky trap of people pleasing. These are things I'd rather not have present in my life. Like Chris, I can sometimes feel the frustration building to the point where I'd rather cut people out of my life entirely. However, this solution is not the solution. There's one major thing that Chris didn't factor in... and that was the power of God in reconciliation.

Chris's solution was to depart into the wild. The movie begins with a quote:
          There is a pleasure in the pathless woods;
          There is a rapture on the lonely shore;
          There is society, where none intrudes,
          By the deep sea, and music in its roar:
          I love not man the less, but Nature more…
                                                      ~ Lord Byron

I like what it says about the "pleasure in the pathless woods" and "society, where none intrudes." There is a definite magic that nature works on the soul. But why is that? Why is there a feeling of "society, where none intrudes"?

Let's go back to the missing piece of Chris's equation...

          The heavens declare the glory of God
               and the sky above proclaims his handiwork.
          Day to day pours forth speech,
               and night to night reveals knowledge.
          There is no speech, nor are there words,
               whose voice is not heard.
          Their voice goes out through all the earth,
               and their words to the end of the world.
          In them he has set a tent for the sun,
              which comes out like a bridegroom leaving his chamber,
          and, like a strong man, runs its course with joy.
                                                     ~Psalm 19:1-5


During one of the last conversations Chris has in the movie, he runs into an old man named Ron Franz. Ron drives him to a deserted area outside of town. He soon discovers that Chris's nearest neighbors live in the nudist colony, up over the hill. He watches as Chris settles his things near a simple tent, making himself at home.

Ron, who has already grown attached to and concerned for this young man, begins asking questions about his life. "You strike me as a bright young man, am I wrong about that?" he begins. Chris confirms that he's got his head on his shoulders pretty straight. Ron continues, "Son, don't you think you ought to be getting an education? And a job? And making something of this life?"

Chris settles himself onto the trunk of Ron's truck and says, "Look, Mr. Franz, I think careers are a 20th century invention, and I don't want one." He explains that he's living this way by choice.

Ron was disappointed that Chris, with all his firm beliefs and thirst for adventure, was choosing to live a life on his own, separated from any person. I admire Chris for his all out pursuit of his ideals. He refused to live the sort of life this world had set out for him. He got this idea that life was more than materialism and having a steady job. And once he had this idea, he went for it. He lived it. But... there was so much more for him. Ideas that could have been taken further, more discoveries to be made... Especially when it came to the realm of reconciliation.


Towards the end of the film, Chris comes to the conclusion that "Happiness is only real when shared."

Chris lived an inspiring lifestyle. He influenced people on his journey in search of something greater, while also receiving life lessons and help from others . We can see him working through some of these ideas as he goes along.

I agree with him that "you're wrong if you think that the joy of life comes principally from human relationships." Humans are all broken and imperfect. This society is often times very sick. However, human life, in this broken status, is not the final goal. It is not the end. God has given us, through Jesus, the "ministry of reconciliation." God, who is Love, wants to unite all things in him and is our hope beyond this broken world. We need not escape this world but, joined with Christ, we can be a part of the solution in this broken world.

"From now on, therefore, we regard no one according to the flesh. Even though we once regarded Christ according to the flesh, we regard him thus no longer. Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come. All this is from God, who through Christ reconciled us to himself and gave us the ministry of reconciliation; that is, in Christ God was reconciling the world to himself, not counting their trespasses against them, and entrusting to us the message of reconciliation. Therefore, we are ambassadors for Christ, God making his appeal through us." ~ 2 Corinthians 5:16-20

Some final thoughts about this beautiful story:
  • Chris was onto something when he saw that this world was taking him on a path that was empty. The atmosphere of materialism was not something he wished to conform to. Romans 12:2 says - "Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect."
  • While Chris's solution was, at first, to leave this world behind and escape from this sickly society, God offers a different solution; one in which we are a part of the solution. Before Jesus died, he prayed for us saying, "Father... I do not ask that you take them out of the world, but that you keep them from the evil one. They are not of the world, just as I am not of the world. Sanctify them in the truth; your word is truth. As you sent me into the world, so I have sent them into the world." ~ John 17:15-18.
 My favorite quotes:
  • "When you forgive... you love. And when you love, God's light shines on you." ~Ron Franz
  • "The core of man's spirit comes from new experiences." ~Chris McCandless
  • "You're wrong if you think the joy of life comes principally from human relationships. God's placed it all around us. It's in anything we can experience." ~Chris McCandless
The song at the end is interesting... Guaranteed by Eddie Vedder. I like some of the lyrics, but they're sad and a bit lonely at the same time... "A mind full of questions, and a teacher in my soul" - "Leave it to me as I find a way to be. Consider me a satellite, forever orbiting. I knew all the rules, but the rules did not know me, Guaranteed."

More on that later :)

Friday, June 14, 2013

Midnight Soiree

Before I get into my review for Into the Wild (which will take a bit of time) I wanted to address a movie I recently watched called The Magic of Belle Isle.

I discovered this movie on Netflix, and watched it simply because it had Morgan Freeman in it. I wasn't sure if I was in the mood for a possibly cheesy movie. (Note the cover...)
 
 
 
But it's summer, so I watched it anyway. It was a little cheesy, but my kind of silly, and held one scene in particular that I love. True, the dialogue was a little bit dry and choppy sometimes, but I especially enjoyed the interactions between Morgan Freeman's character Monte (an alcoholic, wheelchair-bound writer who has given up on life after the death of his beloved wife) and a dog named... Spot.
 
Case 1.

 

 
Monte: (continuing) The traditional game of fetch, which I am sure you are familiar with. I hold in my hand a major-league baseball. You might be interested to know, sir, that before I lost the use of my left arm,  I was known to possess a mean cut fast ball.

(Spot, whom he is addressing, readjusts his haunches on the pavement.)

Monte: Therefore, my affinity for this wondrous sphere should come as no surprise.

(With great solemnity, Monte tosses the ball.)
 
...


What a beautiful dog ^_^

Now, to embark upon my favorite scene...

Like almost every movie, this one has a love story.

     
 
In my opinion, this love story would have worked out better as a paternal relationship due to Morgan Freeman's advanced age... But they went with the lovey-dovey approach. Oh well.
Charlotte O'Neil is a divorced mother who lives on Belle Isle with her three daughters, Willow, Finnegan and Flora. Mrs. O'Neil also plays the piano very beautifully in the evenings. It just so happens that Monte Wildhorn moves in as their next door neighbor. As the two houses grow closer, the youngest daughter, Flora, invites Mr. Wildhorn to her birthday party. Monte willing obliges.

 As a birthday gift to Flora, Monte writes a story about Tony the Elephant, who lives next to a family of mice. Now, the mother mouse fills their home with music every night, and Tony the elephant listens with pleasure. -Any guesses as to where Mr. Wildhorn draws his inspiration? ;)

One evening, when Mr. Wildhorn has a few guests drop by, Mrs. O'Neil begins to play the piano. One of his chief pleasures in life is to hear her play in the evenings. As his guests enquire about the music, he listens and then says, "It's Mrs. O'Neil next door. Real fine lady... Right now, she's talking to me." He turns a smiles to his guests, "And if you don't mind, it's a personal conversation."


   As his guests leave, Mrs. O'Neil plays gently on the piano...

 
 
And Monte listens through the open window.
 
 
 
That's how it appeared from the outside, but inside the heart of these two lovers, the view looked more like this...
 
 
As I sat on my porch last night, this image came to mind. I had been listening to the wind blowing in the night and I felt my soul be... still. The way the wind blew made me feel as if something new would come along any second. Some new adventure. I used to expect those all the time as a child. My eyes opened to the sky and recognized familiar stars. These stars always make me want to reach out and touch my Father's Heart. So I did. I reached out my hand to the stars and began to make swirling motions around them. I smiled and sang, knowing He was near. I felt peace. As I rocked gently in my chair, this image came to mind. I realized this was our midnight soiree.

I once heard a classmate remark, "Yeah, I heard some people think they're married to Jesus. Like, how can you be married to God?"

He was wondering how someone who is physically here on earth can have a connection to something (Someone) who is not physically here. I was shaken and wishing for the words that could describe the beauty I find it what my spirit knows about this question.

"The Spirit himself bears witness with our spirit; that we are children of God." ~Romans 8:16

"If anyone loves me, he will keep my word, and my Father will love him, and we will come to him and make our home with him." ~John 14:23

I think both these verses are a beautiful picture of what it looks like for Jesus, Father God, and the Holy Spirit to move in and have communion with us. To end, here is one of my favorite verses that states very simply who this God of ours is...

"Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is... there is freedom." ~2 Corinthians 3:17
 

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

The Summer Search

Haha! It is finally summer! After a stressful semester and little time to enjoy God's Heart, I am going to attempt to get back to those simple pleasures in life. I recently heard a song by the beautiful Sara Bareilles called "Once Upon Another Time" that captured my feelings precisely.

Once upon another time
Before I knew which life was mine
Before I left the child behind me
I saw myself in summer nights
And stars lit up like candle light
I make my wish but mostly I believed...

In yellow lines and tire marks
Sun-kissed skin and handle bars
And where I stood was where I was to be

...Because I was free

So this summer, I will attempt to return to joy in various ways.
  • Being Outdoors- I have already began to ride my bike instead of driving, this has already provided a great improvement. True, I wear a dorky helmet, but it is freeing to have open air brushing past my face. My new apartment has a screen door to an open back yard, past the stairway balcony. In the evenings, I can open it and let the cool air and sounds of children screaming and playing join me as I read or make supper.
  • Taking in a Great Story- I enjoy doing this through books and movies. There are certain stories or songs, or lines from books that stick with me. I think these are winks from God, messages he sends to me to say, "I'm with you, kid!" They're like precious buttons I collect. So, this blog will publish these buttons, shine them and cherish them, and see what lessons I can learn and share.
For my next post, I will be writing a reaction to the movie Into the Wild. This is the true story of a college aged boy who, giving up the comforts of his privileged life style, sets off in pursuit of a life that is full of something... more.

The following screen shots are from one of my favorite conversations in the movie, where Chris McCandless, aka Alexander Supertramp, tells Wayne (Vince Vaughn) why he wants to escape... Into the Wild...

 
 
Feel free to join me in watching this movie :)